When my brain has a lot of time to think, when my thoughts tumble over each other and interweave and roam through the night endlessly, I usually end up bumping into some irrational ones. Argh they are frustrating. Knowing that they're not true and feeling that they aren't true seem to be two different things completely.
Well last night I was trying to go to sleep and I started to worry that my brain would wake up whilst I was sleeping. This tends to happen as I've blogged about previously but I've never "feared" this happening before. I thought about what a suffocating yet helpless situation it is, it seems something like a coma-like state and what if my body never awoke. What if they buried me and my brain is still alive? What a scary situation having to experience death as a living person.
I think it's something about being awake in the nighttime that provokes these thoughts as it feels like the rest of the country is asleep, so it makes you feel somewhat detached and unplugged from reality.
Reading this back, it seems ridiculous. But I suppose everyone worries more than they should over certain things.
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dont worry ill make sure you done get burrid whilst ya brains alive...x
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